Well, the car is almost done, 11 months later, and 35k more in the hole. You have to ask yourself sometimes, what the fuck kind of car takes 11 months to rebuild. I am probably going to sell the car in LA this upcoming summer. Here is a photo I took of it today:
(photo of my car)
I just can’t wait to get the fucking thing out of the shop, it’s driving me nuts. I don’t know, a lot of shit is driving me nuts. Taxes, income, business, money (is this part of taxes and income?), people, friends, life in general, partners (is this part of friends and people?), decisions, choices, ugh… Anyways, here is a photo of me today:
(lost the photo)
Your probably asking yourself, “why did you post a photo of yourself?” Because it’s my blog, and I can do anything I want on it. That’s why. I have so many mixed feelings running through my body right now it’s retarded. Mixed feelings, as in… What do I do, where do I go, etc… Those kind of feelings, not the mooshy kind. You ever heard of the song called Forever by Chris Brown? I could literally loop it for days.
I guess my first question I want to figure out is what direction do I go. Direction as in, what path do I take to achieve the highest level I can achieve in life. I want everything I can get out of life. I am sick of the internet, the computer in general bores me now unless I am on iTunes. MySpace, Facebook, Digg, Lifehacker, and Google just fucking bore the shit out of me.
I guess what I am trying to get to, is that, I don’t think I want to pursue anything that actually requires me to physically sit/work on a computer, unless I simply just manage the company. For example, I am working on beModel.com, and Drivable.com, but I definitely am not going to be the one programming and designing it ;).
My real desire is to become a Real Estate Developer, which is going to take some time and some cash. But here I come apartment buildings, and then to the skyscrapers. Actually, if anyone wants to invest in some property, let me know! I am trying to get some funds together to invest in a 20+ unit apartment building, I will need roughly 200k+. So if anyone is interested, you know where I am.
EDIT (posted 17 minutes later): Recent thought I just had, I am starting to notice a loss of interest in photography, I don’t know what it is. I shot for 2 years, shot two famous people, and loved it, I really did. It is something I really could of probably pursued if I pushed myself, but I don’t know where I stand with photography right now either. Just a thought…
Anyways, I don’t know, that’s it for now, there was probably no real point to this blog, just felt like writing something.